Beth.. 15.. Newport.. I adore women. dr pepper. texting. latenight phonecalls. kisses. cuddles. warm beds. internet. music. doodles. long meaningless walks. hairspray. friends.. theres not much i dont like! lifes too fucking short.

fuck..

Don’t think i’ve cried this much over just a friend in ages, but I’ve not just lost a friend.. I’ve lost my best friend. :(

Hmph.

Why do I do it to myself? I was fine.. I saw you were upset & couldn’t resist the urge to see if you were okay & try cheer you up. Now I’m constantly checking my phone to see if you’ve text. I don’t want the feelings to come back.